Yesterday was not a good day. I'm not sure why, whether lack of sleep or PMS or combination of the two, but I was just an anxiety-fueled stress ball basically from the minute I woke up until I got in bed ( Read more... )

i am feeling really discouraged and terrible tonight. there's still been no word about my job, and it's now been over five weeks since my interview. i could go into the explanation of why, but it basically boils down to bureaucratic bullshit. add on top of that the fact that i'm pretty sure my former boss is just looking for a reason not to give me ( Read more... )

oh lord you guys ( Read more... )

( family and feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelings )

stayed up last night until 3am because i could not stop reading "will grayson, will grayson" by john green and david levithan until i was done. it was SO GOOD! it was funny and sweet and poignant and really resonated with me on so many levels. i loved how i could tell some of the parts john green had written because it sounded like the way he talks ( Read more... )

i'm really starting to feel like i'm not handling my life terribly well right now. like... it's like that hyperbole and a half comic, almost. i'm doing all the things i should do to be a responsible adult, but like, i fucking miss the internet. i miss you guys. i write emails and then i don't have time to write back to the replies i get, or by the ( Read more... )

so okay, i get that i'm the last person like, ever, to get on the SGA train. but i'm on it now, you guys. booooooyy am i on it. the scary thing isn't the amount of fic i've consumed over the past week (though that is a little scary) it's that every time rodney is on screen i have the thought "oh, so that's what i'd be like if i'd been a freak about ( Read more... )

+ it is sunday. tomorrow is monday. i do not like this ( Read more... )

still alive. ._____ ( Read more... )

1. Grab the nearest book ( Read more... )